Sad Day for a friend. .

I do feel better today as we got the air conditioner working.
BUT saying that I just got off the phone with a friend whose husband was sent home because there was nothing else he would let them do for him at the hospital. She right now is not able to leave the house for fear of him passing when she wasnt there and he is still somewhat aware of what is going on. It was hard to talk to her and try to be strong for her. I felt like I wanted to yell at her. I wanted to tell her that it wasnt fair that she got to spend the last days and seconds with her DH. I didnt get that time and her husband wasnt that good to her to begin with. Why does he get these extra days and we didnt? Why is their business going good and why does she have someone to run his business to keep it going? Oh I know what you are thinking - no one promised that life was fair. So what makes that the thing that we have to accept?

I have posted on here twice and both times I have complained about something.
I want to go outside and loose myself in my plants, but I cant because I hurt my back - really my lower back - and I cant bend over...

So I am going to bet myself lost in getting my house cleaned up for my DD and DGSs coming in tomorrow to visit. Then I will get myself lost in my scrap room where it is a safety net for me.

Thank you all for your posts and support. Thanks to anyone who wants to listen to me.
One thing you will learn about my posts is that I start most with either "SO" or "WELL".
I love my family......................all four of my DDs, my five DGDs, 2 DGSs and my younger DS....
you all know who you are....