"Grey's" is on and i just want to cry. No one is happy, no one is whith who they should be with, everyone is moe like me............ Except they have the one's that they love right there and could be with them if they would just say what is on their mind. They just said "it hurts to grow up". Boy is that the truth. Breatkup kiss, break up sex, but there is still the person there for them. Geroge and Izzy the looks the words, the tears...........

Now "Big Shots" is coming up and another show of Hotties.... Of course most of them are cheating or being asked to cheat. Well maybe not all of them but some of them. How good is that? I lived with one of those for 6 years - even though he wasnt a hottie like they are. It isnt worth living with someone like that. How can you trust them, why should you trust them, is there ever going to be trust again, why not just leave first? Honesty.. who has it ... who wants it...

On "Saving Grace" she starts her show having an affair with a married man. Her thoughts on it is that it is wrong or at least that is what she things down deep. But she tells him "why should I worry, I am not the one that is married?". Is that the right attitude? Someone is always going to get hurt. Maybe all three people in that kind of relationship. Can anything good come out of it? Can anyone be satisfied with that has happened?

Desparate Housewives" another one that is telling the public that everyone should have a married life like that. I dont think it is. I think there is a soul mate for everyone. You dont always know where you are going to meet or if you are even going to get together in this lifetime.

Okay enough sol searching and life searching.

I will be back later..................